02/24/12
A midst it all, You are bigger. So I’m going to keep running. It hurts and I feel so incredibly drained, but I know You are going to keep giving me the strength and the breathe in my lungs to make it through. And You’re never going to stop.
I put my trust in You. I stand on You. No, I do not understand. I’m so confused, feel so useless, so alone in this lifetime and uninspired 99.9% of the time, but You are God. Name above all names. King of Kings, Lord of Lords. And even through that, You have given me a Prince of great, sweet Peace. You love me and You are holding me in Your upright hand. So whom shall I fear, other than You? You, who holds me together.
So I will keep running. Clinging to the Cross, drenched in your blood and sweat and freshly soaken with my tears. Aiming for You, I will keep running.
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